Long time since i blog again. I hope today will be fine. Basically for those who duno i got into this CCA called racing kayak. So...last week i got kicked out by coach cos he say i sian sian during training though i was like chionging all the way...he just says no fire in the eye.
So just as i got over it, i received an sms saying coach wans me back to the team. I went back only to know that for me to get back into the team, i must GO CHURCH WITH HIM, AND BRING 3 PERSON IN THE TEAM ALONG, if not, I CANT GET BACK IN THE TEAM.
Everyone thinks its not right for him to do so but who dare voice out? Well...he says that the pastor will help change me...change to a better person. Is it wrong trying be a soloer? Why do i have to stick with the team all along even dinner? i have my own life and double training 7am to 12pm and 4.30pm to 7pm daily is ady taking most of my time away. KNOW WAT IS THE MEANING OF NO LIFE?! And i ady tried my best to please the rest of the team.
Furthermore, coach says there is low chance i can catch up with the rest due to so many training missed.
I wonder.....should i return or quit?
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
why i did that?!
Today was fine, went to work at 3pm, made appointments and recuitments.
Until at night i duno wats wrong with me, i just......
Forgot it, i dun wana talk abt it haiz...
Anyway, tmr will be pakour 101, woot!!! (should call it today since its alr 12.15am)
Until at night i duno wats wrong with me, i just......
Forgot it, i dun wana talk abt it haiz...
Anyway, tmr will be pakour 101, woot!!! (should call it today since its alr 12.15am)
Monday, March 8, 2010
Update
Sorry for killing my own blog everyone...i will try put a post every once a week or more xD
Enrolled into TP, taking law&management, WOOHOO!
Just completed my enrollment online, going for medical check up at 3pm yeah!~(hope i am healthy as ever)
I also got a job in VE(venture era), its about sales and its not gona be easy cos its unstable though other various working conditions were good :D
Meanwhile, i registered for freerun101, its a parkour showcase FOR FREE! i believe i can learn something there beyond the internet and maybe, i may even sign up for parkour training...LOLS xDxDxD (check out www.urbanfreestyle.sg for more info)
Last of all, I MISS SCHOOL AND CCA!!!! i remembered i was feeling the opposite when i was in school...guess this is what they call 'u will treasure things when u loss them'. But i not lossing them because i can also come back mf to visit my juniors and teachers xD, asap!
Enrolled into TP, taking law&management, WOOHOO!
Just completed my enrollment online, going for medical check up at 3pm yeah!~(hope i am healthy as ever)
I also got a job in VE(venture era), its about sales and its not gona be easy cos its unstable though other various working conditions were good :D
Meanwhile, i registered for freerun101, its a parkour showcase FOR FREE! i believe i can learn something there beyond the internet and maybe, i may even sign up for parkour training...LOLS xDxDxD (check out www.urbanfreestyle.sg for more info)
Last of all, I MISS SCHOOL AND CCA!!!! i remembered i was feeling the opposite when i was in school...guess this is what they call 'u will treasure things when u loss them'. But i not lossing them because i can also come back mf to visit my juniors and teachers xD, asap!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
PrOm NiGhT
okay start with the good part. I rushed during afternoon to get a shirt...$75. Then went to prom with a overly-small sized shoes, by the time i reach there the my heel aready bleeding...open wound. I hid my pain throughout, not easy...T.T
I saw Amos and was happy he was dressed well, dam cool XD. In the ballroom, I sat beside Zheng Yang and Fu En. Zheng Yang kept finding fault with me and hitting my head[he was playing and I dun mind] LOLS. Then there was the couple dance, remembered clearly Jia Qi and Qi Hua won. My class was seriously WTF, they chosen me and Li Kiong...I would have danced if they get a REAL GIRL! But nvm, it was real fun and funny. We ate and talk and stuff then. Then lucky draw and magic tricks. Near the end, everyone danced together, more lik jumping hahax. Imagine me jumping with a open wound in the heel, bleeding, cool huh?
My pain eased upon seeing 'her'.
I wanted to talk to her, but i can't bring myself to...
At final moment, just as i almost go all out, i saw Winston and talked to him about it, he meant I dun stand a chance...
So i gave up and took a taxi home, every second I could feel my heart shrinking and drowning with sorrow. Its only my fault that I screwed things up...if only i have been a better person since sec 1, things would have been a breeze. But oh well, throught failure we learn. No point grumbling and regret, its time to get out of my fantasy dreams and set things right!
I saw Amos and was happy he was dressed well, dam cool XD. In the ballroom, I sat beside Zheng Yang and Fu En. Zheng Yang kept finding fault with me and hitting my head[he was playing and I dun mind] LOLS. Then there was the couple dance, remembered clearly Jia Qi and Qi Hua won. My class was seriously WTF, they chosen me and Li Kiong...I would have danced if they get a REAL GIRL! But nvm, it was real fun and funny. We ate and talk and stuff then. Then lucky draw and magic tricks. Near the end, everyone danced together, more lik jumping hahax. Imagine me jumping with a open wound in the heel, bleeding, cool huh?
My pain eased upon seeing 'her'.
I wanted to talk to her, but i can't bring myself to...
At final moment, just as i almost go all out, i saw Winston and talked to him about it, he meant I dun stand a chance...
So i gave up and took a taxi home, every second I could feel my heart shrinking and drowning with sorrow. Its only my fault that I screwed things up...if only i have been a better person since sec 1, things would have been a breeze. But oh well, throught failure we learn. No point grumbling and regret, its time to get out of my fantasy dreams and set things right!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
HoPe AnD FaTe In ThE HaNdS Of ThE MiGhTy GoD
Its been like centuries since i blogged. Main reason is because I am in the midst of my most important exams in life so far, the O levels. I expecting english to get B3 and maths to be A2...
But I prayed for my maths for a A1 cause it will really make life easier for me as that means I need to scored A1 for D&T, A1 for combined humanities and A2 for either chinese or science. This is mainly because I planning to go to TP, for psychology course which needs L1R4 to be 8 points only!!! well, thats one of the most difficult course to enter for any poly. Benjamin persuaided me to go to a JC, but I dun like the idea of JC. Firstly, I have to cut my hair! NO WAY! Secondly, still have to wear a UNIFORM! NO WAY! Lastly, the subjects are going to be boring and limited. Furthermore, I dropped amath, so I will have a real disadvantage if i go JC.
But I prayed for my maths for a A1 cause it will really make life easier for me as that means I need to scored A1 for D&T, A1 for combined humanities and A2 for either chinese or science. This is mainly because I planning to go to TP, for psychology course which needs L1R4 to be 8 points only!!! well, thats one of the most difficult course to enter for any poly. Benjamin persuaided me to go to a JC, but I dun like the idea of JC. Firstly, I have to cut my hair! NO WAY! Secondly, still have to wear a UNIFORM! NO WAY! Lastly, the subjects are going to be boring and limited. Furthermore, I dropped amath, so I will have a real disadvantage if i go JC.
Actually there is another alternative, I can go to NP for psychology & community services which need L1R4 to be 10. BUT IF ALL ELSE FAIL, then I will probably take benjamin's advice and go JC. God bless me!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
i am sorry
it was all my fault for all the mistakes i made. They fell out...we all were sad. For me, my life is screwed, there is no reason for me to live anymore, i feel like dieing...this song will tell u how i feel...[a little too not over you]. here it goes.
"It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you"
"It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you"
Friday, August 21, 2009
haiz
okay, i apologize for not updating everyday because i am busy studying. i got my chinese results 2 days ago and got B4, sucks cos i kno i screwed up paper 1 and oral, but i still got merit for my oral which in fact i done it so badly i thought i failed. Hey come on man, i sleep in every chinese lessons even though i in the second best chinese band. So basically i screwed up 'o' level chinese and is retaking XD, wow 'great', now i got more time to waste studying chinese, WOOHOO[sacastic].
i had 'o' level eng oral today and i did above my usual but not the best. My mind just went blank facing the 2 female examiners...OMG DIE T_T.
i had 'o' level eng oral today and i did above my usual but not the best. My mind just went blank facing the 2 female examiners...OMG DIE T_T.
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