Just 1 week

Long time since i blog again. I hope today will be fine. Basically for those who duno i got into this CCA called racing kayak. So...last week i got kicked out by coach cos he say i sian sian during training though i was like chionging all the way...he just says no fire in the eye.

So just as i got over it, i received an sms saying coach wans me back to the team. I went back only to know that for me to get back into the team, i must GO CHURCH WITH HIM, AND BRING 3 PERSON IN THE TEAM ALONG, if not, I CANT GET BACK IN THE TEAM.

Everyone thinks its not right for him to do so but who dare voice out? Well...he says that the pastor will help change me...change to a better person. Is it wrong trying be a soloer? Why do i have to stick with the team all along even dinner? i have my own life and double training 7am to 12pm and 4.30pm to 7pm daily is ady taking most of my time away. KNOW WAT IS THE MEANING OF NO LIFE?! And i ady tried my best to please the rest of the team.

Furthermore, coach says there is low chance i can catch up with the rest due to so many training missed.

I wonder.....should i return or quit?