okay start with the good part. I rushed during afternoon to get a shirt...$75. Then went to prom with a overly-small sized shoes, by the time i reach there the my heel aready bleeding...open wound. I hid my pain throughout, not easy...T.T
I saw Amos and was happy he was dressed well, dam cool XD. In the ballroom, I sat beside Zheng Yang and Fu En. Zheng Yang kept finding fault with me and hitting my head[he was playing and I dun mind] LOLS. Then there was the couple dance, remembered clearly Jia Qi and Qi Hua won. My class was seriously WTF, they chosen me and Li Kiong...I would have danced if they get a REAL GIRL! But nvm, it was real fun and funny. We ate and talk and stuff then. Then lucky draw and magic tricks. Near the end, everyone danced together, more lik jumping hahax. Imagine me jumping with a open wound in the heel, bleeding, cool huh?
My pain eased upon seeing 'her'.
I wanted to talk to her, but i can't bring myself to...
At final moment, just as i almost go all out, i saw Winston and talked to him about it, he meant I dun stand a chance...
So i gave up and took a taxi home, every second I could feel my heart shrinking and drowning with sorrow. Its only my fault that I screwed things up...if only i have been a better person since sec 1, things would have been a breeze. But oh well, throught failure we learn. No point grumbling and regret, its time to get out of my fantasy dreams and set things right!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
HoPe AnD FaTe In ThE HaNdS Of ThE MiGhTy GoD
Its been like centuries since i blogged. Main reason is because I am in the midst of my most important exams in life so far, the O levels. I expecting english to get B3 and maths to be A2...
But I prayed for my maths for a A1 cause it will really make life easier for me as that means I need to scored A1 for D&T, A1 for combined humanities and A2 for either chinese or science. This is mainly because I planning to go to TP, for psychology course which needs L1R4 to be 8 points only!!! well, thats one of the most difficult course to enter for any poly. Benjamin persuaided me to go to a JC, but I dun like the idea of JC. Firstly, I have to cut my hair! NO WAY! Secondly, still have to wear a UNIFORM! NO WAY! Lastly, the subjects are going to be boring and limited. Furthermore, I dropped amath, so I will have a real disadvantage if i go JC.
But I prayed for my maths for a A1 cause it will really make life easier for me as that means I need to scored A1 for D&T, A1 for combined humanities and A2 for either chinese or science. This is mainly because I planning to go to TP, for psychology course which needs L1R4 to be 8 points only!!! well, thats one of the most difficult course to enter for any poly. Benjamin persuaided me to go to a JC, but I dun like the idea of JC. Firstly, I have to cut my hair! NO WAY! Secondly, still have to wear a UNIFORM! NO WAY! Lastly, the subjects are going to be boring and limited. Furthermore, I dropped amath, so I will have a real disadvantage if i go JC.
Actually there is another alternative, I can go to NP for psychology & community services which need L1R4 to be 10. BUT IF ALL ELSE FAIL, then I will probably take benjamin's advice and go JC. God bless me!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
i am sorry
it was all my fault for all the mistakes i made. They fell out...we all were sad. For me, my life is screwed, there is no reason for me to live anymore, i feel like dieing...this song will tell u how i feel...[a little too not over you]. here it goes.
"It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you"
"It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best I know it is
but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you"
Friday, August 21, 2009
haiz
okay, i apologize for not updating everyday because i am busy studying. i got my chinese results 2 days ago and got B4, sucks cos i kno i screwed up paper 1 and oral, but i still got merit for my oral which in fact i done it so badly i thought i failed. Hey come on man, i sleep in every chinese lessons even though i in the second best chinese band. So basically i screwed up 'o' level chinese and is retaking XD, wow 'great', now i got more time to waste studying chinese, WOOHOO[sacastic].
i had 'o' level eng oral today and i did above my usual but not the best. My mind just went blank facing the 2 female examiners...OMG DIE T_T.
i had 'o' level eng oral today and i did above my usual but not the best. My mind just went blank facing the 2 female examiners...OMG DIE T_T.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
sudden attack
i bought A-cash card for the first time in my life. i was provoked by those assholes in SA using trgs and other cash items to bully others, so i bought it. i now got trg 21, ak black, gurhka C and the machine gun pistol, wei long u r so dead hahaha.
i eating instant noodle now. The slice of cheese i added to it made the whole thing dilute, eewww, but still yummy anyway haha XD
i eating instant noodle now. The slice of cheese i added to it made the whole thing dilute, eewww, but still yummy anyway haha XD
pakour
i saw barrel and gate vault on yourtube, awsome!!!
i going to try in school tmr, pray for me that i dun break any bones k? okay maybe not that serious, i can do monkey, side or regular, kash, lazy, reverse, and turn vault. i still working on dash and kong vault. If i got time, i may also try speed and thief vault.
i going to try in school tmr, pray for me that i dun break any bones k? okay maybe not that serious, i can do monkey, side or regular, kash, lazy, reverse, and turn vault. i still working on dash and kong vault. If i got time, i may also try speed and thief vault.
monday holiday
Today morning i woke up at about 11am. My science tutor reached my house door then i told him to go home lmao, cos i dun feel lik having tution, moody morning, haiz.
Then about 2.25pm i reached AMK mrt station to meet up with dl and cheryl. But they said they gona be late, so i went cheers to buy sweet. Lol i very dumb, i bought the sweet then talk on the phone with dl until i forgot take the sweet.....
I only realised that when i in the AMK hub waiting for dl at the bus drop off point. Then she followed me go take the sweet XD
Then we both went to the AMK hub underground cheers and wait for cheryl. Miss princess cheryl took the wrong train and her train stopped halfway a while, making us wait until 3pm+...
Then we took mrt to Bishan and went to the library.
OMG, i saw 2 of my school mates...tmr sure got rumour...
We walked a bit then we went J8 and i bought ice blended green apple, yummy! XD
dl brought her salad and drink[prepared by dl's mother]
After eating, we continue walking in J8 and do some window shopping.
At about 5.30pm, dl decided to go home due to limits by her mother. So i followed her to AMK hub again...=.=
And then guess wat? Cheng Chuan And Bob and 2 other girls from our school caught us!!! tmr 100% got rumour, i am screwed...but they my friends so should be okay rite?[i not too sure abt tat lol]
So bascially we shopped a while more and...OH YA
lol okay this is funny, dl tried to either kick me or cheryl, and ended up her slipper spolit[the part where placed between your first toe and second came off lol, dun tell me u duno]
Well, poor dl has to hop and jump and slide. But she gained a weapon, she can use her slipper to wack me and cheryl, but she only managed to hit cheryl lol XD. Lastly, dl and cheryl took a bus at AMK hub home and i also went home.
The whole day we were being childish and reprimanded by public people, but it was fun XD
Then about 2.25pm i reached AMK mrt station to meet up with dl and cheryl. But they said they gona be late, so i went cheers to buy sweet. Lol i very dumb, i bought the sweet then talk on the phone with dl until i forgot take the sweet.....
I only realised that when i in the AMK hub waiting for dl at the bus drop off point. Then she followed me go take the sweet XD
Then we both went to the AMK hub underground cheers and wait for cheryl. Miss princess cheryl took the wrong train and her train stopped halfway a while, making us wait until 3pm+...
Then we took mrt to Bishan and went to the library.
OMG, i saw 2 of my school mates...tmr sure got rumour...
We walked a bit then we went J8 and i bought ice blended green apple, yummy! XD
dl brought her salad and drink[prepared by dl's mother]
After eating, we continue walking in J8 and do some window shopping.
At about 5.30pm, dl decided to go home due to limits by her mother. So i followed her to AMK hub again...=.=
And then guess wat? Cheng Chuan And Bob and 2 other girls from our school caught us!!! tmr 100% got rumour, i am screwed...but they my friends so should be okay rite?[i not too sure abt tat lol]
So bascially we shopped a while more and...OH YA
lol okay this is funny, dl tried to either kick me or cheryl, and ended up her slipper spolit[the part where placed between your first toe and second came off lol, dun tell me u duno]
Well, poor dl has to hop and jump and slide. But she gained a weapon, she can use her slipper to wack me and cheryl, but she only managed to hit cheryl lol XD. Lastly, dl and cheryl took a bus at AMK hub home and i also went home.
The whole day we were being childish and reprimanded by public people, but it was fun XD
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